Hello my lovelies, I know it’s been a long time since I last posted so I’m very sorry for that. Please forgive me *puppy dog eyes*.

Today I wanted to talk about my favourite eyeshadow palette: Morphe Brushes 35N Palette.     img_2154

I absolutely adore this palette. I’ve had it for about 6 months now but I’m not even slightly bored of it yet. Normally I discover a new palette and the love affair lasts a few weeks and then I’m searching for my next one but I’ve stuck with this one so far! Obviously I do use other palettes as well but this beauty is definitely my most used.

The only issue with this palette is that all 35 shades are matte, so if you love a bit of shimmer that might be a downside. Morphe have quite a selection of palettes though and others do have shimmers but I felt I had enough of those eyeshadows and needed to stock up on the mattes. For my everyday look I tend to go all matte anyway so whenever I want a quick, fail safe look (which is most days because I’m lazy) I reach for this beauty.

The shadows themselves are super high quality, the pigment is really strong and blendability (is that a word?) is definitely not an issue with these shadows.


The look above is what I wear when I’m feeling like there’s 100 things I’d rather be doing that being up at stupid o’clock and doing my make up because it takes me literally 2 minutes. As you can tell it’s pretty much a ‘barely there’ look which I really enjoy for my basic everyday look.

The palette is great for neutral looks but you can also create smoky, deeper looks which the various dark shades that are included in the palette. I particularly love blending out one of the dark brown shades with the orange shadow for a smokier look.

Of course, like every product it does have it’s downsides… The palette is really quite large and doesn’t have a mirror included so I wouldn’t necessarily recommend taking it with you on your travels if you’re trying to pack light and save space!

This palette retails and £15.95 from Beauty Bay which is amazing considering you get 35 high quality shades (that works out at 45p a shade, madness).

Have you tried any of Morphe’s products? What’s your favourite?

Until next time I’m back off down the rabbit hole.

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The past few days I’ve been practically nonexistent in the blogosphere and even in general life, I’ve done nothing but be with myself and my mum. It’s made me reflect on my life, over the past 4 months especially.

I have never known hell like the last 4 months. My fiancé ended our engagement, my Granddad died, my mum suffered a nervous break down and attempted to take her own life and now my Nan has died. In light of all those things my anxiety has been at an all time high and I’ve been really struggling. However, I have survived. 

These past few months have taught me just how strong I am. I’ve handled my own problems, kept my mum strong, paid the rent and bills when she couldn’t and most importantly I’ve kept going. I did it all by myself, I didn’t lean on anyone else and count on them to get me through the challenges. I am so proud of myself. 

It’s so important to take some time to yourself and realise what is happening around you and address what you’re feeling. Don’t let anyone make you feel bad for taking time for you and for making yourself feel good. You are what’s important. 

I’m trying to get back into everything and bring myself back out of hiding but I can’t make any promises as to how long that will take. However, I’m still here, still fighting, still carrying on. That is what matters.

Until next time I’m back off down the rabbit hole.

I had a post written to go up reviewing a new moisturiser but in light of what’s happened over the past 24 hours I didn’t feel it was something I wanted to post.

Instead I’d like to honour my Nan, Rosemary June Smith who died peacefully on the 19/03/2016 at 9.15pm. She had been ill for a long time and is now at peace, she died surrounded by love as it should be.   She was a woman I wouldn’t be able to describe but I’ll give it a go. She was an absolute star. She has done so much for my family and for my mum, she has literally saved my mother’s life. She’s saved my brother from debt, she’s made Christmases happen for us, helped my mum survive as a single mother.

She was a generous, selfless woman. She was the kind of old lady that never let herself be old, she was always the epitome of class. She was a fighter, one of the strongest women I know, the sort of woman you could never cast aside or put down. She knew who she was and she would never apologise for it. Her courage and determination was incredible.

I was never the closest to her as up until I was 18 years old she lived in Scotland but I do have some deeply cherished memories with her that will stay with me always. We used to go to a beach called St Cyrus, get fish and chips from the most amazing shop, eat at Reuslepe every trip without fail, do puzzles together at her kitchen table. One thing I will never forget about her is the way she does breakfast, it sounds silly I know. Every night before she went to bed she would lay the table for breakfast, she’d have all the options available and it would always feel really special as if it was a hotel.

I’d just like to say thank you to my Nanny for making it possible for me to be here today, for saving my mum, for helping us all whenever we needed you. Thank you for being an incredible, strong woman.

Loving you always Nanny June x

If you’ve got siblings then you’ll know that it’s one of the strangest relationships to have and it changes so much over the years. Siblings are the true ride or die. I’m sure there isn’t a single person that has a sibling that’s never wanted to stab them with a fork at the dinner table, unless your siblings are a lot younger than you and adorable as hell – then you’re just lucky.

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I grew up with two big brothers who were a year apart and I was the annoying little sister trailing behind who they always made play in goal. I’m Libby Lampard nice to meet ya. How I would sum up my version of sibling love is ever since I was four my oldest brother has called me ‘Scroat’ and it’s actually a term of endearment, last year he wrote ‘To Alice’ in my birthday card and I asked him why he no longer loved me. Being a sibling is all about being a loving asshole.

Here’s 10 things having a sibling is all about:

1. No one will annoy you more than your sibling. Whether it’s them borrowing an item or clothing of yours without asking or eating something that you had dibs on. They’re infuriating but you’ll love them anyway.

2. No one will have your back like a sibling. Someone’s annoyed/hurt you? No one will be more ready to hate and bitch about that person like your brother/sister.

3. At least once a month your sibling will ask for a favour and you can’t deny it because they might get pissy to your parents.

4. It will always be your turn to do the mundane task if you’re the youngest. It will magically be your turn to do the wiping up even though it’s been your turn for the last 364 days.

5. Older siblings will always retaliate to the argument ‘I was here first’ with ‘no you weren’t I was born first so I was’. Every single time.

6. Meeting new people and introducing yourself just for them to say ‘Oh you’re ____’s sister/brother aren’t you?’. Yes, yes I am but I’m much better so shh now.

7. You will constantly be in competition with each other, especially when you’re young. Who can finish their dinner first? ‘The last one to the fence is a loser’, ‘I’m Mum’s favourite’ etc etc. Me and my brothers still like to compete on Mother’s Day/Christmas/My Mum’s birthday to see who can make her cry the most at their card. We’re a saddistic bunch.

8.Nothing is more creepy than your friends fancying your sibling, or your sibling fancying your friend. It’s the stuff nightmares are made of, constantly living in fear that you’ll come home one day and your friend will be sat on the sofa with your brother/sister being all affectionate and shit. Ain’t nobody got time for that.

9. Nine times out of ten they’ll have your back when it comes to your parents. I mean siblings are annoying but you know who’s more annoying? Adults trying to tell you not to do something. My brother once convinced my mum to let me stay off school because I was ‘obviously so unwell’ and I wasn’t, I was just really tired that day.

10. In all your life you will never have a friend quite like your sibling, they love you unconditionally and always have your back. One day they’ll be all you’ve got so you best watch out and not do too much nasty shit to them.

Do you have any brothers or sisters? Have you felt the struggles mentioned above? Let me know!

Until next time, I’m back off down the rabbit hole.

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Hello my lovelies, so today is a special kind of post, the Leibster Award. I was nominated by two absolute diamonds Time With Yana and Kaitlin Louise, so thank you guys! As I was nominated for this post twice within the space of a couple of days I thought instead of disregarding one of them I’d mix the questions together and do half and half, I do hope you ladies don’t mind!

So the rules of the Leibster Award are:
Thank the blogger who nominated you
Answer 11 questions that have been sent to you
Nominate 11 bloggers with less than 1000 followers
Create another 11 questions yourself for your nominees to answer

Okay, now let’s get a move on shall we?

1. What are your top three beauty products at the moment?
It’s so hard to pick just three but lately the things I have been reaching for most are my Morphe palette in 35W, Maybeline 24hr Stay setting spray and MAC’s Honeylove lipstick.

2. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go/dream holiday destination?
Hmm there’s so many places I’d love to go but New York City (around Christmas time) and the Maldives are the winners for me.

3. Would you rather be able to understand what animals were saying or speak every possible human language?
This is such a tricky one because it would be so cool to be able to understand animals but I’d love to be able to speak to absolutely anyone and wherever I go be able to understand the conversation and communicate with people… I think I’d pick speaking every possible human language.

4. What’s your dream job?
My dream job has always been to be a barrister, law is most definitely passion in life but unfortunately a few things such as the little bitch that is anxiety stood in my way which meant I couldn’t go to university to get the qualifications needed.

5. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
I’m never very good at answering these sorts of questions. In 10 years I’ll be the big 3 0 so I would hope that I’d be happy with my life, living in the countryside with my future husband and a little girl named Amelia, possibly another child, who knows? But if it’s not that and I’m happy with how my life has turned out at that point then hey I don’t mind.

6. Whats your pet peeve?
It infuriates me when people get ‘generally’ and ‘genuinely’ mixed up, I don’t understand how people manage this and want to throw a dictionary at people whenever they say/type it.

7. How long have you been blogging for?
Just over 2 weeks, I checked on my blog because I like to be precise and my first post was published 16 days ago.

8. We usually forget how important it is to praise ourselves, so what are the things you are proud of yourself?
I am proud of myself for getting out of bed every single day even though some days I’d just like to stay there and feel sorry for myself. I’m proud of myself for having the confidence to start this blog and for pushing myself to leave my old job to start where I am now, it wasn’t easy for me because of my anxiety and where I worked before was like a big ol’ comfort blanket.

9. Who are four of your favourite bloggers?
Hannah over at somelittlethoughtsblog
Xena who runs perfectlypinkpout
Sarah at absolutelysarahx and
Jasmin from jasminemcrae

10. If you could change anything about education system of the country where you live, what would you change?
I think the British education system is a fairly good one however I would like to add some important curriculum to the system such as mental health, proper sex ed and things like actual life skills eg taxes etc.

11. What is your favourite quote?
Well I couldn’t choose just one and this was actually in both sets of questions so I’m just going to give two okay? Okay good.
‘Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple – to be happy. Maybe it’s this expectation though of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to state’s of bliss, the more confused we get – to the point where we don’t recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling – trying to be the happy people we wish we were. Until it eventually hits us, it’s been there all along. Not in our dreams or our hopes but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar.’
-Meredith Grey
and
‘Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.’
-Coach Carter
I really like long quotes, clearly…

So, I nominate:

Some Little Thoughts
Absolutely Sarahx
Jasmine Simone
Little Bit of Lu
Weird Philosophies
Beauty Little You
Home at 5
Modern Audrey H
Perfect Pink Pout
Luce Ellen
Ashleigh Kybert

My questions for you lovely ladies are:
1. What do you find most difficult about blogging?
2. If you could only ever watch one TV series what would it be?
3. What’s your biggest fear?
4. What’s your favourite post you’ve done?
5. What’s your biggest guilty pleasure?
6. Which beauty product do you reach for the most?
7. If you had 3 wishes then what would you wish for? (Unlimited wishes doesn’t count)
8. Show some self love and tell us all two things you love about yourself.
9. Where is your happy place?
10. If you could time travel would you rather go to the past or the future?
11. What’s your favourite quote?

Enjoy ladies!

Until next time, I’m back off down the rabbit hole.

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